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[16 Nov 2004|09:56pm]

HEY ASSHOLES!!!

This Journal is officially CLOSED!

My new lj is </a></a>__femmecandy it is friends only because I don't like dealing with too many people!

Add me and maybe I'll add you back!

 

Peace, bitches!

aivilO

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tortillera (: [08 Nov 2004|05:09pm]
[ mood | blushing ]

...hehehe...
I told her about my crush on her today...
Since I'm a pansy I wrote it in a note...
I gave it to her right after 4th period
as she was going to her locker.
When she came back outside I was leaving
but I had to go get Fran
and tell her we were leaving
and on the way to get Fran she gave me a hug
and kissed me on the cheek!
I'm acting like a little girl with a crush
...well...
That's what I am...
hehehe! I'm so giggly!
SHE'S SO CUTE!!!


♥aivilO♥
9 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[06 Nov 2004|01:53pm]
P.S.
SOMEONE CALL ME DAMNIT!!!


Home::904.825.2689
Cell::904.377.6829

♥aivilO♥
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[06 Nov 2004|01:51pm]
What is up with people
and them NEVER
calling me back?
2 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[06 Nov 2004|12:20pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

HAHAHAHA!! WOO AND YAY!!!
MY DAD TOTALLY JUST BOUGHT ME THE NEW
AGAINST ME! DVD!!!!!
::orgasm::




AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I FREAKIN' LOVE THEM!!

2 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[05 Nov 2004|07:17pm]
Ok... So I was going to hang out with Adrianna tonight but it's been over 2 hours and she hasn't called me back yet!
Gah! I'm really bored now and my whole night is kind of ruined! I really wanted to hang out with her because I never see her anymore...
Maybe Shevaun will call me like she said she would tonigh... she's probably busy doing something else though because she has more of a life then me. ::le sigh::
That would have been cool if I hungout with Adrianna, we probably would have gone downtown and wandered aimlessly around and it would have been beautiful.
Downtown is so beautiful at night especially when they put up the Christmas Lights (which they just did), and it's all nice and cool outside!
GARG!
BORED BORED BORED!
2 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[04 Nov 2004|11:51pm]
[ mood | mmhmm! ]

MMMM...
New layout...
Yeah...
That's what I though!
3 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[26 Oct 2004|08:36pm]
Wow, I have been feel more depressed then normal...
I feel like shit.
I really need a hug...
I'm about to cry...




♀aivilO♀
18 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[24 Oct 2004|07:26pm]
OK I'm good! I know what I'm being for Halloween!
MAGENTA!!!

What I really need now is for someone to be my Riff Raff!
My life isn't complete without it!
It's a really easy costume too!
It would be best if you are going to the Halloween party
If you don't know what I'm talking about then don't bother...
RIFF RAFF! COME FIND ME!
16 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[24 Oct 2004|06:12pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

I've been feeling like shit a lot lately
But Jess came and saved me from my house
That made my day so much better!
I've missed hanging out with that girl so much!!!
I love love love her!
That was the first time that we've really hung out since summer!
We need to hang out more!
Now I just need to work things out with Fran...
Then I will feel alive again
Then I will feel like me again
Then that hole in me will be filled again!
I love both of them so much!
I honestly don't know what I would do without them!
Such beautiful people!

Driving around with Jess
windows down
music up
amazing!
Freedom!
Beautiful freedom!

I feel refreshed.
1 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[24 Oct 2004|12:16am]
Fucking shit.
What is wrong with me?
Why doesn't anything go right.
I feel so sick.
So fucking sick.

He broke up with me...
again...
I was kind of expecting it...
It's not as painful as last time
which is a good thing...
I think?

Why do I fucking bother anymore?
Honestly.
I don't like guys
at least not in a sexual way...

I wish I didn't feel so shitty.
I wish I didn't hurt so much.

When will this epiphany end?
2 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[23 Oct 2004|11:27pm]
My eyes hurt from crying so much...
I feel like my entire body is falling apart
like little pieced of me are cracking
and crumbling as it crashes into the ground
and soaking in where my tears have landed.
I fucking hate teen angest...
6 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[23 Oct 2004|06:59pm]
[ mood | fucking shit ]

Right now is one of those times
when I hate everything and everyone!
I fucking HATE my mom!
I hate her.
She's a fucking bitch.
I DID EVERYTHING I HAD TO
AND WHAT DO I GET???
SHIT!!! ALL I EVER GET FROM HER!!!!



The only thing that makes me feel
even a little bit better is watching
this... http://www.bjork.com/videogallery/watch.php?video=16;size=large
(Pagan Poetry by Bjork)
FUCKING AMAZING!!!!
I am in love with her.
That is one of the most beautiful things in the world...



she loves him
she loves him
she loves him
she loves him...
3 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[23 Oct 2004|02:42pm]
Oh god,
I don't know if I
can take much more of this.
What the fuck am I doing?
Someone's going to get hurt by this...
I just know it...
3 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[18 Oct 2004|10:56pm]
[ mood | WEEEEE!!!!!!! ]

EMMMM!!! I'm really excited right now!!!
I might get to see my Adrianna' this weekend!!!
I love love love that girl so much!!
::Le sigh:: I miss her!!!
Hehe, madddddd sexx!!!
::happy Olivia dance!::
Sorry, I just never get to see her anymore.
Love.
2 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[18 Oct 2004|09:48pm]
Your Life As A Celebrity by electronicoffee
Username/Name
Birthdate
Your Claim To FameYou Fucked Someone Famous
How Much Are You Worth?$77,498,411
What Kind Of Dream House?Southern Californian Vineyard
In Your Spare Time?Sex, Dancing, Shopping
How Many Years Will You Be Famous?32
How Will You Die?Lung Cancer
What Will You Be Remembered For?Being Influential In Politics
How Much Of The World Will Mourn You?: 70%
Quiz created with MemeGen!




Yeah... that's me... fucking someone famous!
5 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[15 Oct 2004|11:29pm]
[ mood | fucked ]

I wish someone would hold me
as I cry myself to sleep tonight...

















fuck.
4 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

I still love you Julie... [15 Oct 2004|08:00pm]
I Still Love You Julie lyrics






Last night,
A room full, drunk,
Sang along to the songs I never had
The courage to write.
Given the chance
I'd stay in this chorus forever,
Where everything ugly in this world
Is sadly beautiful
In our desperate memories.
No, we're not
Gonna call everyone on their shit tonight,
Even though the half of you won't even smile
The next time we pass on the street.
Maybe somehow
This scam will still save us all...

Still save us all...
Still save us all.
Still save us all...
Will save us all.
Still save us all.

Then I saw you
Dancing at a punk rock show
And for a moment
We walked the streets that everyone else
Had given up to 4 AM,
'Cause promises
And spray paint marking
Everywhere we went
And every direction
Only going as far
As we let it.
There's so many things
We try to do truthfully.
By the time it's through with us,
It all falls apart.
Maybe somehow
This scam will still save us all.

Still save us all...
Will save us all.
Still save us all.
Still save us all...
Will save us all.
Still save us all.




This is my life right about now...
1 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[12 Oct 2004|02:49pm]

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998




Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

What will you do to end the silence?

Click here to post this on your own page or weblog
3 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

[10 Oct 2004|10:54am]
U2.jpg
You're in touch with the world, and you have a very
strong opinion on things like politics and war.
Even if you do end up changing your image in
the future, most of us will still like you.


What band from the 80s are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Haha! I love love love U2!

Activist Mama
You're an agitator! Your kids have grown up on the
front lines of rallies and pickets, and chances
are that you boycott at least one company for
its bad business practices. Your kids are
learning what matters to you and how they can
change what matters to them.


What kind of a freaky mother are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

Figures...


That's all
13 s u r f a c e .s.I.m.p.l.I.c.I.t.y.

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